"Apparently not, because here we are again." The next swat was even harder (I hadn't even realized it was possible for him to go harder!? Note to self: kick Violet for turning Izaak into a meaner spanker!).
"Ooowwww but... it's been a long time!" I cried, fingers gripped around his. "I should get a free pass every so often!"
Another hard swat, followed immediately by two more which caught me by surprise and caused me to reach my left hand back, too. "There are no free passes when it comes to your life, Molly." Instead of waiting for me to move on my own, he reached for my hand, now pinning both wrists to the small of my back before landing three more hard swats. "You're lucky that we arrived before you got hurt."
"I wasn't going to get hurt!" I whined, crying out when the paddle landed a few times in quick succession, not allowing me to breathe. "Waaaiiiittttt nooo!" I pleaded, trying to break free from his grip but he really had a tight hold on me everywhere! I couldn't kick or reach to cover the swats... this was definitely a side of him I hadn't seen before. But in the moment, I couldn't appreciate that, just went back into sobbing. I felt so helpless, so out of control, so defeated. Emotions I'd been feeling anyway... but actually now didn't feel as scary, because I trusted Izaak with my entire soul, and knew he would take care of me if I'd just let him.
The deafening blows halted for a moment and Izaak spoke again. "We already determined that you are not psychic and cannot predict the future, remember? So don't tell me that you won't get hurt."
Through my bawling I managed to squeak out, "sorry."
Now I felt him soften a little. "That's better." But the next swats still came, a little less hard, but equally impressive. "At least if you want to check out a potentially dangerous situation, wait for me to go with you."
I wanted to argue that police presence was the last thing my client needed, that it would only escalate the abuse and mistrust in their relationship, but in the submissive headspace I'd entered, that wasn't an option. "Okay, I will."
"I don't believe you," he replied, landing another swat, then tossing the paddle aside and letting go of my wrists.
No use arguing. I buried my face in my hands, still bawling, bottom on fire. Izaak rubbed my back to soothe my cries. It felt like he wanted to hold me again... or maybe I just wanted to be held... but it wasn't time to satisfy that urge yet. I was getting another spanking. Which just made me cry more.
He finally unlocked my legs. My shorts and panties had basically fallen to the floor by then, so he let them slide off my feet then lifted my legs to rest on the couch. He also scooted back so I could rest my head on the arm of the sofa, so my body was now much more comfortable than it had been.
When I'd finally let out most of my tears, soothed by his comforting touch, Izaak spoke again. Now he was back to being my ticklish friend — the tone was light and kind. "It's nice that you care about others, but when it comes to your well-being, you must put yourself first. Do you understand?"
I nodded weakly, eyes still closed, tears dry for the moment.
"What is it that Toby always says? If you do not care for yourself, you won't be able to care for others?"
My cheeks flushed and I buried my face into my hands. Literally every time I see Toby, he says that! So annoying!
"Should we tell Toby about your little stunt last night?"
"Noooo!" I whined, now looking back at him with pleading eyes. "This spanking is enough!" Ugh, I didn't need Toby's guilt trip on top of everything else, and Izaak could probably read my mind, because he nodded.
"Tell me how you're going to care for yourself better."
Lower lip quivering, I pouted for a minute as Izaak waited patiently. "Get back into the morning routine. Figure out how to get more alone time. And let you guys help me when I need it?"
He smiled. "Good answer." Then he circled my waist again and I buried my face into my hands again. "Keep your feet down and hands in front of you. This will be hard and fast, no interruptions. Submit to the punishment like a good girl."
I nodded, body relaxing under his authority.
****hmmm ok... this is basically the ending haha. insert handspanking here, then cuddles, then the end.****
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